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Summer's cool 'til it fucking sucks . . .
Reflections on my state of mind circa August-September 2018.
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It's been an ungodly amount of time since PARIAH dropped, but alas, after a month and a half of pregnancy, my second son is finally here! FUCK WITCHA BOY! Watch a young nigga flourish outchea, 'nam sayin'?
I was experimenting with some drum kits after totally fucking the mix on this other track I was trying to put out, and that's how this song was born. Scrapped that other one, maybe it sees the light of day in the future. Gotta pick your battles, I figured. Can't wait 'til I'm adopted by some mix-mastering master who takes me under his/her wing and shows me the way, 'cause I need dat desperately.
Yuh, "YOUTH AMBASSADOR" CLYDE ANDY back at it with some shit for the kids. I don't know, I feel like there's definitely someone out there with a lot of frustration to vent out that needs to hear this. Damn it's easy to write a lot of shit when no one's reading it. Whatever, I'M OUT.
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Special thanks to my -esque niggas for input and moral support
lyrics
[CHORUS]
{CHOKIN' ON A SPLIFF
CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT
HOPIN' ALL OF THIS
MAKES ME FAINT(x2)
DON'T GIVE ENOUGH OF A
FUCK
ABOUT WHAT THE
FUCK
YOU'RE 'BOUT MOTHAFUCKA
SHUT UP(x2)}
[VERSE I]
Shit that used to get me off got me soft now
Like I forgot how to rebound, so I dropped down
And hit
Rock bottom, this pit, feels like autumn
All 'em niggas leave you when you fallin' and dip
Without callin' it quits
So when I'm ballin' em bitch-
Niggas keep that same energy
It's fuck you and everything
You stand for
Fuck you got an open hand for?
This is not a charity
And, nigga, that's for damn sure
Demand your
Respect? Nah fuck that
My mind is a wreck and it feels like I'm stuck, trapped
Inside
I got bigger hills to climb
Nigga, fuck your existence
With god as my witness, I'm
[CHORUS]
[VERSE II]
Lames make me wanna stay inside
Away and hide
I'd fly upstate to evade their type
And hype's all I could ask for
Excitement ain't a factor
But I been at a low so I'm missing the heights
I try hittin' from pipes
But smoke isn't delightful
As it used to, I'm used to decayin' and dyin'
Yeah, that's the state of my mind
My eyes awaken and I'm
Feelin' grayer
I pray prayers delay the decline
Side-wind into stress it's
An anxious depressive
I'm *angsty, aggressive
And ain't one to mess with
-esque, yes, rep the team 'cause our message is
FUCK ALL THE REST
LOVE YOURSELF AND EXPRESS IT
[CHORUS (x2)]
*This bar has not aged well in the slightest. It's grown so, so sour on me, like, yuck. Calling myself "angsty"? Yikes. Talk about being too self-aware. I hereby amend this lyric to "I'm apeshit aggressive/ And ain't one to mess with." Yeah, that's a bit better.
credits
released November 28, 2018
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